| 留下什么，我们就变成什么样的大人。 | ||
| over dessert last night, i frantically tried to recall the theme song for the film 蓝色大门, and the music video which i waited aimlessly for, everyday in the summer of 2002, for a beautiful face, and a beautiful song. it was my final year in high school; it was the year when it felt like nothing was ever going to change; when a class of 16 boys in khaki-coloured shorts ruled the room oversized for 17. and we forged friendships that we couldn't have known would last forever, or for some, dissipate right after graduation. at that time, it really didn't matter. and then, disaster struck. our social circles enlarged. i like what he says with regards to entwining our lives with friends and lovers, about how people evolve and how lives change. taken out of context, but still as poignant: 仔細想想，真的，我們留下了好多、好多。「那些留下的東西」，也許是對方與家人互動時的真誠自然，也許是先洗頭再洗身體的洗澡公式，也許是大方的金錢觀念，也許是使用麥可喬丹二代香水、雅虎奇摩即時通的習慣。它們看來微不足道，也不值錢；然而，就是因為它們，我們才能成為現在的我們，我們才能比尚未遇到他們之前的我們擁有更豐富、更盈滿的生命。於是，誰說我們什麼「東西」都沒有留下來呢？《藍色大門》片尾，懷著對未來與自我的想望，孟克柔自問：「四、五年後，甚至更久、更久以後，我們會變成什麼樣的大人呢？是體育老師，還是我媽，還是……？」而答案，也許就在與我們的生命衝擊碰撞出火花的那些人身上…… |
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yunfei, male. born 16 oct 1986. unfucked, unloved, unknown. |
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